dear ibu,.

Dear ibu,.

Today, counting day by day, this day i cannot face you again, dont you know how much i miss u?

But i know and im sure you miss me more,.every second without i realizing it,.

This isn’t my choice to live far away from you, but i think  this is  my chance to prove that i can be what you wanted me to be,.

Dear ibu,.

Im so sorry, till this day im not the good daughter yet,..so many things i’ve done that makes you felt pain,.make you feel  the tears were laughter,.and the only night was day,..

so many tears,.from both your heart and ayes,..but this was not because i’d like to, maybe i just cannot understand about your love words yet,.im sorry,.

However you always said..i’ll keep you safe and strong and sheltered you from the strom,..

But,.

No matter how the others judge us,..i’ll be everyone you need

No matter if the sun dont shine,.or the skies are blue,.no matter what the end is,..my life began with you,.I cant deny what i believe,.i cant be what i’m not,

I know, i know this love’s forever,. that’s all that matters now,.

I just want to make you proud of me,.

Allah please give the chance to prove how much i love her,.to tell her i miss her so much, and say sorry for everything i’ve done.,.